BUT STILL

why am i not surprised
but still a 3 would be better
it all happened in front of my eyes
i'd just have to do better

i said i am happy with what i acquire
but if you look inside
there is nothing much to admire
cause its all so bad

What's wrong, wrong with me
come and i'll tell you what i'm going through
What's wrong, wrong with me
come and i'll tell you what i'm going through
If can help me...please save me yes you can

i've told petrick and mrs tan
about the tragedy that had happened
they both said i should stand
but still it couldn't take away the pain

i'm happy i got a 5
but a 3 would be better
i want to do it again, not wanting to get a 5
that would be much better


thanks to raihanah and chong you who decided to "donate" the profits to me so that i can retake my mother tounge examinations.....my mom has no idea that the school even revealed the o lvl marks. and we are financially.........."unwell" and i appreciate for what they have done for me.

other than that i have to really pull up my socks on my other subjects because i may not be depending on my malay marks(unless physics betray me)BUT I HAVE TO SERIOUSLY WORK ON IT

today i was like chatting with SUYING(aha sorry...shu ying*) asking about publishing of my story and i dunno what to write for the hp no.....home no.....
and when i said that this is my first step to be a journalist....she was like"journalist???i thought you want to be a model!"i was like ...........O_o what???
although i am interested in it.Its got no future to it.maybe a facial model or runway?????PERHAPS