Reminiscing

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So people, my new econs rep has like retired cause ms aminah didn't like him...and after PE, was econs tutorial and ms moganes chose me to be the econs rep...and i was like nu-uh...but..had to do it. the problem is that I have no $ to like pre-pay the notes and all before collecting the $ from them...(if they pay)...usually the reps would be in a loss..but I did my first task well..i think..first time is so tedious...so busy now...better go...loads of work to do

no more gym for me

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OK you guys...I am feeling so tired after gym..urgh..i know. well I'm now finishing my PI and then i'm gonna revise my geography so that I can retain my marks...so I came back home and I checked my mail and I received an email from the modelling industry...which I sent like 6 months away.

Hi Hafiiz

Could you send us 2 Photos of yourself, 4R preferred. one close-up shot and one full body shot.--

With Regards,

Joseph Oo

The HunterImpact Models Studio

315 Outram Road #04-

Boon Liat Building

Singapore 169074

Office : (65) 6536 9668

Fax : (65) 6536 1090

Email : joseph.impactmodels@gmail.com

Website : http://www.impactmodels.com/

so I'm like...now you tell me...I'm like suffering in JC..i need a break..

And after sleeping in Nazri's house like on Saturday...My mum thinks that naz is like my friend so its ok to have a sleep-over...and naz's parents know about me and naz... So they are fine with me and naz...And I feel so guilty taking a pic of him without knowing..haha...

so bye bye many things to do tah...

starting to miss all y'all

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This, my friends, have been with me since secondary one...AND AISYAH GAVE IT TO ME.....LOVE HER... if not I think i would still be using my astro boy wallet...haha ... well this wallet have a bit of torn pieces but we can stitch it up back.

OK you guys I'm missing my secondary school mates. The morning groupings at the parade square where our malay "possie" would gather before splitting up to our classes. The maths lessons with Mrs Phua, english with mrs tan and so on. Oh the malay class...that was fun.

anyway i'm so stressed now to finish up my PI. I have like 1251 words in my PI where the word limit is 500 words...how am I gonna delete so much. people say i should do it in table. well i did but my teacher said it still counts. So i'm doing about anporexic and my area B is domestic violence. I do think mine is unique rather than HIV/AIDs or WAR....so boring.

SO during malay class we were suppose to have this tuition with ms suriati...for all the weak in malay...so liiz was like.." i think she forget"...so we just went off..but i really wanted to go improve my malay. Nazri has no chance in helping me..haha

sunday got this CIP...i signed up for it. But now i don't want to go cause i'm so busy..I have a GP test on monday, economics test on tuesday and a geography test on wednesday...and what am i doing now you would ask? I'm blogging, watching america's next top model 12 and doing my PI. I have no life....no fun...(no offence nazri)..oklah bye y'all

love,

hafiiz

Work it!

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My bestie grace on the right...just love her and we have the same birthdays....can you believe it...coincidence....and I've got her in my PW group...YAYs

Here we have Amelia...One of my Besties...Love her too....great to be with...but can't get her to be in my PW group...damn...oh there's on of my lit books its a play...haha very nice once you read in the middle

So hey fwens, I just recovered from my fever, 38.4 degree celsius and I still went to school. Basically for economics lecture, PW and malay(can you believe it? malay?) Ya so, I got back my PI draft, knew what I need to do and I need a lot of time coming up strategies. so I need help from you guys.

First thing was PE and I did not eat anything...and we had to sprint around the track once I got like 1 min 30sec...and I had leg cramps...mild one...then we had to do push-ups and THEN we had to sprint another one round...and at first i ran fast then my leg was like OUCH and I still got 1min 30sec..haha

And after that during our Econs lecture, ms aminah is always in a good mood during thursdays lectures cause after that she can go home...so the funny thing that happened just now was that she scolded a girl and called her felicia...then she replied in a sad pitiful voice " I'm not felicia"..and then Ms amunah laughed we all laughed too and she shouted with a smile " You are whatever I call you" that totally cracked me up...it just brought the best out of me.

NO lit lesson...went eating...and then chemistry...GOT A 25/30...oh was I contended...finally I redeemed myself in the past I got a 15/30..haha...so yeah...so now...first test...B..

2nd test.E -_-now A!!!!!

So American Idol time...the result have come in and Lil rounds and anoop is eliminated. I really wanted lil to have a chance to redeem herself...she never did ever since the first performance.

Next up is america's next top model season 12 episode....I have my eyes on Teyona...she looks just like Grace...Teyona is the one on the lower side...the one standing is just some famous singer.

Reading circle...

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OK so today I was really in a bad mood...did my chemistry test, really manageable..then after that after school I talked to grace and we share a pain that could have not been shared. So after that I had to like host or lead this reading circle, which was why I was so moody cause I was scared as I did not even read the book, but i did lots of research on it. So we played "catch the white tiger" its like "what time is it Mr.wolf" we were surprised that they actually had a lot of fun....and Fatimah was like the champion of that particular game...I saw her creeping up to Mr.Nair(white tiger) and she totally slapped his back.

So after that we had our discussion...It actually went well where we all shared our stuff....(not that stuff) and we had fun. until Mr.Nair came in and was like asking whether we all read the book.....which we didn't...so we had a little intermission and he was like saying that if we are that lazy one more time, we're gonna get kicked out of ELDDS...and i was scared...but I was quite OK with leaving the CCA cause the people there are like really uncomfortable to be with...except my reading commitee and my normal friends of course...

So anyway, Nazri was like really pissed with this ***** right there at the tag box...you see? like so what...but it's like really hurting cause i'm already having an identity crisis not forgetting my low self-esteem and these so called " lame poses" helped me be ok with who I am and there he/she goes with critisicing me about 'em...i'm telling you naz was like really mad...and you do not want to see him mad...you would I even let you see him...so anyway...my confidence/self-esteem level has dropped drastically....or should I say...I have to go back to square 1 and build it up more...

photoshop....LOVE IT

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OK you guys...i'm just loving the photoshop that was downloaded onto our laptop.....i just want you to see a few....i'm loving my eyes in the first one....i accentuated the iris in my pupil.

PULAU UBIN trip...

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OK THIS IS NOT THE PULAU UBIN.TRIP ...THIS WAS THE DAY BEFORE WHEN WE WENT TO VISIT MY DID'S CEMETARY...AND LOOK AT MY SHOULDER!!!!....CAN SEE BONES....ANOREXIC ME..HAHA

OK THIS WAS ON TOP OF THE TOWER....WE HAD TO GO UP 5 STOREYS...REALLY SHAKY...BUT WE TOOK A SHOT...AND BOY WAS THE SUN BRIGHT...HAHA

THIS WAS WHILE WE WERE WAITING...CAUSE MY MUM AND AUNT WANTED TO SIT ON THE ROCKS AND REST...SO MY SIS SNAPPED PICS.....THIS IS THE GHETTO POSE...STANDARD

SITTING ON THE ROCK...POSING....

THIS IS THE BRIDGE WHERE THERE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE A LOW TIDE...BUT STILL WE SAW FISHES...THAT IS UNCOMMON...OF THIS PIC IS LIKE ABOUT MY MUM WHO IS LIKE INFERIOR TO THE SUN...THERE YOU CAN SEE MY AUNT SO PARANOID...HAHA

THIS WAS BEFORE WE WENT TO OUR WALK...THE MAP...HAHA...I ADD THE TENSION...OR DID I NOT.HAHA

Hey people I juat came back from pulau ubin, I was unhappy of going cause I had lots of work to do. But it was actually fun, lots of pictures were taken(on rocks etc) First we went on the ferry...and we took picture...WE WERE SO TOURISTS...the way we took our pictures...and the amount we took. and so we walked...actually there was a van to go up there...but we all wanted to feel the natural atmosphere...after a minute, we all decided to go for the van...haha $20 to and fro...good price...LOADS of mosquitoes people...

So after that we went on this bridge...it was unlucky for us as its not the low tide...we have to like wait for 15 april...not gonna happen. i'm not gonna blabber about what happen and all that...very self indulgence...and i just wrote about how blogging is self indulgence for my essay..after that we went to the airport...bought myself a caramel coffee ice blended.... then when we were in the elevator...we saw a group of like policemen...pretty good looking by the way...and my aunt waved and smiled...they saw but never smiled...and we were like........" wow they are really srtict on no smiling?"

ok lah i must do my work...tonnes of 'em tah

Holiday!! let's celebrate!!!

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Ok so you guys, today the first thing I did was the same, waiting for my friends. I hate my JC life. So luckily we have no mass PE, we had to like listen to the student council talk on how they would improve the standards of the school. And today I was exceptionally happy cause me and nazri got back together..its not as if we broke up or something...we just had some quarrel. STUPID JC.

Anyway, American Idol, scott is finally eliminated!!! AT last...I believe he has been like getting sympathy votes or something. I never like him since the starting. And I am beginning to lose hope for my once favourite contestant, LIL' Rounds. She does have the voice but she just can't make the song her own.... Oh and after reading's Aisyah's blog, that Adam Lambert is gay. I totally expected that. I just thought that he is the one that may look like one but is not...I did saw this disturbing video...ya it does support the quote, " curiosity kills the cat" He is good ...in a very scary way of singing. but still...I'm still waiting for Lil' to change my mind on losing hope on her.

what is my true fear???

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What is your True Fear? Your Result: Where Your life is Going You are a very determined and willful individual. You have strong set goals that you plan to reach no matter what. You may be an overachiever at times but that's because you want to be successful in your life. The greatest accomplishment for you is when you reach a high goal. However, you constantly worry if you're not good enough to do something, or if your life doesn't go according to plan. You worry a lot about your future, and if it will meet all your high criteria. Don't worry, with your determination, and hard work ethic, and organization chances are things will go according to plan.
Commitment
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Death
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that is so true....gosh

Happy birthday mum

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA...SAME AGE AS PAULA ABDUL HEHEHE...she was like...Eh wait I haven't put make-up yet...which angle my face should face(in malay)....I guess that's where my model-ity came from...

Fierceness sinking into us....

Oh this was all taken at night...but my aunt's hand was blocking my smile

OK you guys say that my eyes were big...but I didn't know how big it was until i saw this pic...

our angle was like this cause the other pics was upright and we loked fat so we tilted down but coincidentaly we were at the same angle...oh wellss twins

So yesterday was my mum's birthday...chocolate cake...yum..but before that I was so moody when i came back home cause at school I overheard someone like having a negative tone about ne "eh hafiiz want to follow" I saw and heard...but i'm so EFFING paranoid...so let's not make this a big deal...I still love him/her. So in school i was already moody cause I just went for my re-test...my first failure...I was so depressed...my chem i just passed...my GP i just passed...my lit I got a C...my malay i'm failing my homework...my econs...i did got an A for the tests...but i'm diminishing....So its all confusing...

so at night my whole family and some of my maternal family went to west coast at night. We tried all the physical stuff there...kinda lame though there's this rope and i think we're suppose to walk on it...but right at the middle I was practically standing on the ground cause the rope was touching it...so I was like....ok...............so we went to Mcdonalds...haha unhealthy food...THAT'S MY JAM!!!!!....haha its just french fries and a sip of my bro's milo drink...haha...then I slept all the way back home cause I was so sleepy and tired...haha