Reminiscing

5:59 PM | 0 comments

OK so yesterday was my GP and Mother tongue Paper. Luckily I prepared for the GP paper. Just hope I didn't misread the topic. After the paper, we went to the mosque and ferry didn't come with me, I do not know where he went. So after that is the malay paper. I did the question when they asked " pekerja-pekerja asing telah mendatangkan kebaikan kepada banyak pihak Singapura" I of course disagree....I was using the kamus for like 3 times every 2 minutes.

So after that badi kinda cried cause he wasn't able to do the paper well enough. well i find it hard to console him cause i also find the paper unmanageable. So after that me liiz, delia went to northpoint and i bought chocolate waffle from prima deli.(however you spell it).

So now is like a holiday!...for a while the first week of the holiday is like still the same, school till 4pm...urgh...and we have to present to the PW commitee...ppt and all....so ok bye...gotta do them all.

happy birthday abah

3:16 AM | 0 comments

Happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to abah,

happy birthday to you.

We will always pray for you abah.

I came back home and my brother told me that its my dad's birthday and that my sister went out to buy a cake to hold this birthday thingy...ahh so sad he's no longer with us. And like I said, its hard not to have a father cause you need that fatherly side beside you. After my dad passed away, things have been really different in the house. the athmosphere just wasn't the way it used to be. I think the loss of my did has made me came out of my closet, partially, cause it has made an impact in my life. the most interest thing is that after his death, we can't thing of any wrong or irritating doings of his at all...not even the slightest bit. Its all the happy and comedic things he did..... he's like the best dad one could ever have...I just wished I could spent just one more day with him like normal at home...nothing special.....jst having him would be a blessing. Well, its all Allah's doing...its fate...

Lit....literature

5:19 AM | 0 comments

We've all gone through those ruts in life when we can't get over something that has happened.
Whether it is breaking up with your boy/girlfriend or the auto-replay in your memory of that heated argument you had with your mom, sometimes it's hard to move forward. You want to speak out but you just think whether it's ok to do so. You do not want to regret your actions but you just feel like letting it all out. get it?

So are you dwelling on things from your past?

So anyway, I walked with Grace during PE. Not interested in doing PE...cause i totally flunked in Lit test...8/25 CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!?!?! i'm the lowest in the class....but luckily naz( furry) consoled me...ahh so sweet...so lucky to have him. Well I did Skipped ELDDS cause of GPP meeting and since grace did not go, its not worth going anymore, at that point of time lah.

OK I WILL CONTINUE WRITING>>>I NEED TO DO MY WORK FOR A WHILE>>>

Where are you nazri?

8:12 PM | 0 comments

It's nasty.
It's just not natural.
It's against God's word.

These were just a few of the sentiments expressed on dealing with prejudice and homosexuality. I'm not telling you why I'm writing this post but it has to be said. I do not agree with those sentiments I have no idea why it is even brought up and like tyra said, Gay is the new black. I don't like it when people change once they know I'm gay..its stupid and it shows their true colours. And I hate doing stuff that obviously does not depicts the image of ME, cause its so difficult. it is true when they say that its hard being someone you're not....*i salute that person who said that* and the fact that people want me to change thinking that its possible...well NEWSFLASH...its not...i tried but you can't just switch your gender preference..you just can't..OK forget that last italicised sentenceluckily not the WHOLE college know my secret, only the trusted few i told...my "Bimbo club"( personally named the group). 2 from my CTG, and that's all..see not many people know( I think) it seems that they know...WELL WHAT THE HECK . I'm not all perfect.. some people are different/special...it depends on how the people sees it that decides whether you're + or - .

Anyway, Kris won..my sis did not agree..in fact my whole family did not agree.. like where did he come from? well the first song he sang was in fact really nice...to be frank.

and since today is Sunday....I'm free until night, my group members gonna give me their gpp parts and i have to put it all together....urgh..so many things to do awaiting for me... OK lah...not many people view my blog...nothing much to say...so ciaos

America's next top model

5:38 PM | 0 comments

Top 3 In America's next top model season 12....which of these ladies do you think could win...

So yesterday friday, was an OK day... we did our skit...i forgot one of my lines and some of ot came out a bit fake...oh wells...but we pulled it off...You see we are really desperate to get this right cause our poem assignment was not good at all in fact I failed 8/25...cause the tutor said it was very general and the analysis is broad... And i am trying really hard...

anyways after school me and the girls went to Popular in search of Mother's Next top present...I have my eyes on this locker look-a-like-cabinet...it cost like $22...oh gosh...but we saw this lovely red mug...I want something that is long lasting...teddy bears is the land-in-the-store gift...not a good one...after that we walked around the toys side of popular and grace was like a child...she wants this and she wants that...she was like so happy to see the doll houses and all...haha so cute...

so now I'm at home trying to do a poem Question and trying to do my GPP...we need a more abstract topic...and I'm like...what the hell is abstract in the first place...so i came out with this...fragmentation of social stigma in USA....it sounds nice....so we just have to wait for my member's approval...wish me luck...oh and do pick on which girl should win...my pick is either A or B...not because they're black...its just that C has not been doing well and she always gave the same old look..."the wide eyes"....and now she's improving no doubt...but its kinda too late...

proof audition.

7:57 AM | 0 comments

So, I was forced to do an audition for proof for our literary festival. And its either Hal...this hot guy down here...or this old guy at the last picture.

And NO...I won't be doing this kissing scene....just so you know

This is the old guy that I auditioned for cause before me was this tomboy girl who did Hal's role...and she was super duper good at it....so I switched my role so as to not embarrass myself so I switched my role as this dead father...seriously he's dead..a ghost

So today I woke up raining... I LOVE THE RAIN..... Love it...I walked in the rain even though i had an umbrella in my bad...I just had to embrace the rain before it ends.

Did temperature taking ...its twice everyday... waste time...swine flu...oops sorry guys H1N1...they renamed it cause the swine flu is discouraging people from eating pork...I know right...it came out on the radio...

So, after school drama...I was so drained out and I didn't want to take the role of the guy cause of my excess femininity ( yes I am aware of that you do not have to tell me )...so I was like insulted when they said that I am fitted to do the Hal's role...Like its so obvious I'm not that person...pfft.

but the results aren't out yet...there would be a re-audition for some...haha I think i''m one of them.

OK must do my lit homwowrk....bye...

5:05 AM | 0 comments

I love the way she shows her attitude...her name is bunifa latifah halifah shalifah jackson...haha very funny..love her..

OK, so i just came back from our GPP meeting at orchard..I went of one of my friend and we did not know where wheelock is...so i wanted to call aisyah and ask her where is it...but we were in public....and if they hear me shouting to aisyah" hey aisyah(well that's not how I would start the conversation)....where is wheelock?!!!!!)..it would be so embarrassing...so anyway then we met up with nadene...and we discussed..our GPP...it turns out that I am the meader...oh I hate it...so many things to do...i so do not want to be the leader...but anyways...grace did not come....i so wanted her to come.....I HATE JC....if only I have a B3 for my english...I could have enjoyed my life in Poly...singapore poly...or nanyang so I can go to school with nazri...like..I can't change it now...damn..