i'm in the background....... group poses....................

fierce......................
i hate my face in this..................



this is editorial poses....by one of my favourite male models....he's not the very muscular ones...he's just right......don worry its the make-up that's making the model look thin



Life is a cat prowl. I envision slow and careful steps, a calm awareness of what is going on in my neighborhood, and a pace that suits my needs.

Life is a dog walk. I move now with lively interest, with stoppings and goings, encounters with other dogs, trees, and people, always ready to respond to a friendly greeting.

Life is a fox trot. Here is a bouncy-stepped way to dance through life. Find a partner! You can always sit the next one out.

Life is a ghost story.everywhere you go, misery is what you will encounter.every ghost story is a bad ending and every bad ending lies sadness.


when you feel strong..you don't hold anything back....WHAT'S MY SECRET??...i want to be part of a magazine as a model...hahahahaha SEE THIS ONE....THIS POSE IS WHAT I WOULD NORMALLY DO...AND I THOUGHT ITS ONLY FOR FEMALE MODELS BUT WHEN I SAW THIS ONE...IT REALLY RELIEVES ME THAT MALE MODELS DO POSE LIKE THE WAY I DO..... I WOULD WANT TO BE POSING FOR A CLOTHING LINE.....

I COULD DO THIS POSE....BUT SUCH SHIRTS WOULD ACCENTUATES MY BONES ON MY SHOULDER AND...IN FACT EVERYWHERE....







today is even worse...what i thought to be more better than chemistry...turned out to be worse than that....PHYSICS LAH...i got 48/80.....how frustrating....minus 1 marks somemore....get b4...
so my l1R4:11 l1R5:15 minus 2 get 13....where to go with this..i could go to Catholic JC.

i just hope that chemistry paper 1 i can get 35/40 to obtain an A2....i'm doing so badly for prelims......... O lvl i dunno what's going to happen...

how do i improve in my compo..i always get the same marks and once did i tried to take a risk in doing something different..it landed me to get a 12/30....i'm so going to study my sciences and my english....but is it too late??

aisyah told me i need a change which i agreed with...first with my hairstyle...and my dressing
skinny jeans and long sleeve shirt...

i'm getting a sore throat after singing yesterday night....really low voice....but i love the song...




this picture was taken when i was having the worst flu ever....






well today pe we played baseball
i was like a fool hitting the ball.
well, i did get to run to second base...if that is what you call it.

later we got some of out prelims results
English:64.4(B4)damn 65 is B3
emaths paper 1:68/80 although i could score 75
amaths paper 1:72/80 i was really happy cause i've nvr gotten this high for amaths
SS:38/50 like normal
geog:40/50 really proud of this but jealous that seok hyun got 80 overall...

so tomm i await my results...SCIENCE is like killing the suspense
I REALLY WANT TO GO JOURNALISM
but the pay is not that high

THING I NEED TO DO TO ACHIEVE MY CAREER:

1. have a better posture
2. improve in my English
3. more confidence and self assurance
4. have a lower voice
5. more masculine

in malaysia.....i so tottally hate my hair....i can't bring my gel..boo hoo and look at my huge nose...and i'm wearing my st.johns shirt....LONG LIVE ST.JOHNS!!!wait i can't believe i just said that well...yesterday was my bro's birthday

he got a laptop and TWISTER...which we played and i won a couple of times
must be my giraffe legs but it does come to a disadvantage cause your knees tend to touch the floor which is not allowed.....

anyway we went to GIANT and bought a lot of stuff.
1)chips
2)gummies(mine)
3)instant food
that's it ... wow not that a lot.

we slept at 1 am watching tv.....
the next day...( saturday..today)


well i'm sure you know some of the pics here...
my first pose in water conditions...who's gonna win singapore's next top model????? well today didn't go as plan...i woke up at 2.30 am with a bad flu..so lazy to go to the kitchen for tissue...i used 5 hankercheives to blow my nose..one after another..and at last..i carried the 5 wet and heavy mucused cloths for washing...eww i know

chemistry was a Disaster..with a capital "d".

well last paper tomm must study..but must go swensens for buka....i want to study lah...but my aunt belanja us...oh well..


this photo shop of raihanah is nothing drastic....see when she's in primary school...(below) i darken her hair....

well today we had our geog exam....time was not the essence for me at that point of time.

i bought myself wet tissues..only $2.went back with wei ling and saw nadia and atikah.so nadia joined us.

aisyah tagged claiming that i am her english brother.....she just made my day....love you aisyah...haha

well here is the lyrics....enjoy..

I miss you abah
I miss you old friend,
can i hold you?
and through it been a long time
old friend do you mind?

there was so many things
i wish i had said
i meant to love you
but i think i hurt you instead

i've come here now
to make ammends
can i sit down beside you
can we be close again ?

miss you old friend
can i hold you?
and thought its been a long time
old friend do you mind?

i'm hoping that you will feel this way too
cause i miss you old friend
i miss you




my bro posing in front of the toilet door.....not really nice but......i like the smile..it looks like he's laughing...
this is actually me and my bro posing as sink ppl....but look at my bro....so cute and....sick
this is at northpoint..the trafiic light...it was so bright..i cannot even see what i took until now..



WELL NOT ALL OUR PIC ARE GOOD...HERE ARE SOME OF THE MANY PICTURES THAT KINDA DID NOT GO SO WELL.
we were moving at the point of time