Reminiscing

sping cleaning

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this is what i want to be.....garrett forbes

this is the inspired pants...bell bottoms

well this morning we had to clean up our room...well i am confessing that my room is pretty messy but its because of my brother....he does not clean up his bed i have to either shout at him or clean it up for him....well i am very tired .....my mum is going to sew me a pants inspired my bell-bottoms(70's fashion is really quite of a demand now)

i either want to be

1)lawyer/paralegal(me and aisyah!!!!weee)

2)journalist/writer

3)simply a model

when is my mum gonna get me a part time job???? part time receptionist...well actually she has to ask her boss which she claimed she is a nice person

so i'm just praying

i know she is busy and its wrong for me to not ask myself but my self confidence is not up to standard

bad mood

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well i have no pics cause they are all in the laptop
anyway i took an afternoon nap and after that i was indulge in the bad moodness.i did not talk and i was reading all the way.i shut up for more than 2 hrs abd believe me, that's long cause usually the maximum i shut up is like 15 mins

Rules;
1. Each tagged blogger must start off with 10 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about themselves.
2. At the end, the tagged has to tag 10 other bloggers.
3.No tag back

well shall we begin, i got tagged by aisyah but i do not understand rule number 3, what the heck

my 10 weird things/habits/little known facts

i eat a lot of sweets
i get uncomfortable under artificial light cause i need natural lightings
i am in love with very old songs
i see myself as a giraffe
i hate insects
i only have bought 2 CDs in my entire life(whitney houston and someother black woman)
i'm anorexic
i have no ass
i love to model
i have a deep dark secret hehe

My name;

A; You like to drink.

B; You like people.

C; You are really silly.

D; You like to eat.

F; You are dead sexy.

G; You never let people tell you what to do.

H; You have good personality and good looks.

I; Easy to be with

.J; People adore you.

K; You are wild and crazy.

L; Poeple loves you.

M; Best kisser, period.

N; Best BF/ GF anyone could ever ask for.

O; Easy to fall in love with.

P; Popular.Q; Tom Boy.

R; Loyal to loved ones.

S; Crazy.

T; Awesome kisses(?)

U; Chill and laidback.

V; Awesome in bed.

W; Broad minded.

X; Sports junkie.

Y; Best BF/ GF anyone could ever ask for.

Z; Aways ready

so this is muah

H; You have good personality and good looks.

A; You like to drink.

F; You are dead sexy.

I; Easy to be with.

Z; Aways ready

is this a fluke?? my "H"the good looks part is...i dunno what to say haiz so fake

the "A" is believable i love to drink.....coffee tea and cordial

the "F" i am dead sexy WHAT!!!!!!! its true if "F" would be ppl would be dead if they look at you

i have 2 "I"s easy to be with...i can take that yeah

and "Z" so-so

well i have no 10 ppl to tag to cause all of them have been tagged my aisyah salwah and others so might as well leave it blank :)

10:20 PM | 0 comments

i look like a sultan hehe

but before that i was figuring out the fold to make it like that above

sec 1 photo, i did nothing, just standing there with one broken leg, now i'm like doing all those kinds of poses hehe

well today we went to mustafa center at 9am it was tiring but my mum bought me a classy 120cm cloth to make me a pant, the pattern is nice but i told me mum to make the ass smaller considering my unproportionate size.we bought some CDs

my lefs are tired now......

anyone???

1:52 AM | 0 comments

i miss my dad

right under my block we were suppose to go northpoint

this was during the prelims period i was tired of studying so my sis took a pic of us....we look like the 2 -headed diva

this was nearing of the o lvls i was studying and was bored

well its really hard for me during the first 2 days of my cleanse diet cause you're not in control of your life you mum wants you to eat this and you are expected to eat that. and we not have tyhe money to buy the wholemeal bread and stuff making it hard for me, which is why i am alleviating the diet rules: no junk food that's all.

so today we had to go the DAHRUL IHSAN ORPHANAGE for some interview...urgh if my dad were alive he would bring us to holiday or something...haiz. we came back home at 2pm and now i'm just waiting for something to happen.

i'm bored:

hi there i'm hafiiz and i'm 16

i have a deep dark secret that i have yet to tell all of you

i love to model and write which has nothing to do with my education.

i frail in the presence of artificial light meaning i need sunlight or just darkness.(what's wrong with me?mutant?plant?)

i get jealous easily

i vent my anger by keeping quiet, i don't just show my anger, i keep it inside making me feeling painful all the time.

i love modelling but i have no sense of fashion at all.

i want to be a journalist but it does not have a high pay.

a small reunion

4:08 AM | 0 comments

i must say this is the best siblings pic i have ever seen in my entire life...if only my pimple was out of the picture

changi airport, modelling in front so many people but a model has to do what a model has to do

i'm still in love with this picture, thx to still shot camera just exclude the pilow would be great

i love this too

this is the best pose, well not the best but i love what my sis did to it, thx to the camera that is able to take still shots of me jumping....

well tomm is the big day for me, the 21 days cleanse diet, yong xiang has joined no one else?

anyway i "computer-ly" bumped into one of my closest friends in primary school.brought back so many fond memories, funny ones in fact. i was the most talkative boy in class, well not was, is.....i was laughing all the way just because of this humorous girl named amreet kaur..funny girl..

such a small world...

it was so fun doing all the projects...now its just exercise books and nothing more, last time there were basket weaving, zoologist projects.....oh wells

21 days cleanse diet

5:47 PM | 0 comments

OK this is the worst pic i have ever taken...period.....look at my eyes...if i had smiled with my eyes that tissue on my head would make it work....but nvm...

i looked like i wore some eye shadow

rabbit ears and our sibling group is called the vandellas....3 years already...we sing in a synchronized way...

well as you have all read i am beginning my 21 days cleanse diet on monday...i suggest trying a 21-day cleanse as a way to jump-start an inner makeover. so why not give it a try..

the plan is to eliminate coffee..(caffeine), sugar, crackers, chocolate(not dark chocolate they are actually good for you), glutten(white rice bad for you but wholemeal bread is good for you), no cordials, no deep fried stuff(my french fries), no eggs, and that's it.....

I thought it meant not allowing yourself to eat emotionally and filling the void of anxiety with food, as I've struggled with for years(some of you might know....well one of you hehe). I thought it meant taking your time, making healthy choices and chewing slowly—being conscious of every bite and not scarfing down a meal and then thinking about the next one.

Don't know if I'm going to feel better or worse, but I'm willing to try to see if my body at least feels differently.so i'm going to start on monday...but mom's home cook food is an exception because i have to eat its just the post meals that i'm talking about...between breakfast and lunch. lunch and dinner and supper......so if anyone wants to join me come aboard....

its not as if you have to stop all...that is impossible...you have to minimize it that is the key if you try to stop you will go crazy and will go back to square 1 so take it slowly.....

hairdresser???

7:03 AM | 0 comments

i got inspired by this shot

so i did my sis hair...with 2 pins...how did i do????but she just need to pose better

this is a bit of a failure..cause it kinda topples down a little

take me or leave me

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i like this song its like my story...something like my story but the song is great

today is psle results

5:35 PM | 0 comments

today my bro is getting his psle results even I'm scared for him.his maths is very weak.

i don want him to go to normal academic.

i have spiked my hair but I'm not ready to exposed them to the public....

I'm not ready yet.

I'm playing Pokemon emulator on the computer...its like playing a PSP on the computer...its really fun but its hard to defeat the Elite 4 cause its all lvl 60+ and mine the average is around 48.

i will list all my Pokemon

1)octillery

2)noctowl

3)roserade

4)infernape

5)dialga

6)luxray

you can call me childish but i am having fun on the computer.hehe

its like the new version who wouldn't play it???(don't answer back!)

anyways you know the advertisement of "don forget your lyrics" the host is gurmit Singh !!!!

i'm like shocked...i was anticipating adrian pang..gurmit is so plastic very fake the only funny act he does is only in phua chu kang and that is only because of the script...i hate the screaming when he is in the show to stir up excitement for eg."singapore!!!!......are you ready!!!!"

and i'm like closing my ears each time he does that.....the advertisement when he is promoting the show...he sound so fake and i'm so angry for the media to even telecast it on tv....

what else is there to complain...now its the time for me to release myself....

doing what i enjoy

5:40 AM | 0 comments

well guys today i went to the syariah court...very strict in security...don't ever work under that sector...

we took a lot of pictures which i have not uploaded yet...we kept taking pics till our bus left..and we did not realise it...damn another 15 mins of waiting

so i have been sketching clothes...writing..playing computer...i will one day scan the sketches and post it up...

so i broke my back after dancing...(yes i dance..african dance) it has loads of jumping and wide movements...don't laugh at me ok...this is the consequence of no training..3 days of intense pain you know

finish exams.....now what???

6:08 AM | 0 comments

this is at the playground right outside my house

i did this pose inspired by an ANTM picture...

i played badminton...and my sis took a picture...i lost...duh

this is taken in pitch black in my room....my bro took a pic with a flash...so he does not know what i'm posing cause its so dark....and this is a result

this too i kinda tipped to my right with my "cloth" that's my only accessory urgh

well I'm now free but now what?

I'm bored ...its just me and my computer....

just found out that I'm suffering from anorexia bulimia...i eat tissue paper since i was 13...how serious was that....

thinking of part time job but i cannot do cashier cause I'm no good in money or handling 'em ...i just don't want to grow fat...i got a new hairstyle...really cool...i love it...my mum layered my hair so it can be spiked up...waiting for tommorrow....

relieved

12:41 AM | 0 comments

this is my worst pic yet......i look like a kampong boy with the hair..all down

the slimethingy my bro used stinks but it created a good prop for the pic..so does my stupid head gear.....-_-..just took it from the computer.

going against the sunlight!!!!!

i LOVE my pose here....its so mysterious....

well my fwens

we are finishing our exams...malay was kinda a disaster.i though membimbing was

menjaga-_-
my paper 2 was kinda okay for me i did letter cause i did not know what to do for my dialog.

my bina ayat was also a disaster.....i thought tempangan was like a slap or something strict how silly is that....well the least i could get is c5.

the kefahaman was hard too many proving.....like maths haha

well i am planning to have a job with chin won or any of you if there is vacancy and if the job is fun.

modelling???haha

a song....

I pose..

Why should I feel discouraged

Why should the shadows come

Why should my heart fell lonely

And long for life and home

I pose because I'm happy

I pose because I'm free

my life is on the ferry

cause i know i'm going to be free

i don't care what people say

but how am i suppose to accept it?

it is killing me softly with what they say

Telling my whole life with their words

I pose because I'm happy

I pose because I'm free

my life is on the ferry

cause i know i'm going to be free

finish....this is my best song composed although short...i really felt it

some thing happened....while i was chatting with yong xiang:

YEY OBAMA WON=YONG XIANG

MY BLOG UPDATED=HAFIIZ

yey obama won... says:... so have u started ur job hunting??

my blog updated..... says:waiting for chin won

my blog updated..... says:i already got an application form from the modelling agency

yey obama won... says:oh... why dun u jus look for urself??

my blog updated..... says:they say they will call me

yey obama won... says:WOAH!!! REALLY

my blog updated..... says:ya

my blog updated..... says:around a week ago

my blog updated..... says:its gonna be in some informal magazine

yey obama won... says:COOL... so did u send any photo to let them see

my blog updated..... says:ya some of the less pimply ones

yey obama won... says: ...

my blog updated..... says:I'M JUST JOKING LAH..GOTCHA

my blog updated..... says:how impossible for me to get that job

my blog updated..... says:silly billy nilly

yey obama won... says:WAT... how could you... u tricked ME

my blog updated..... says:i'm like laughing

my blog updated..... says:haha

yey obama won... says:...

yey obama won... says:i no u can be a calefare

my blog updated..... says:haha

yey obama won... says:so talented in acting