so this is a scream shot....a genuine scream shot...the waves was just too strong to keep my composed face...attached...i was actually holding on to my pants...its falling off...too heavy with water..haha this was on the rocks...i was coutureing myself...this is where i cut myself on my foot...you can see the sharp rocks



THIS WAS A PICTURE TAKEN BEFORE THE REAL POSING BEGAN ...LETS CALL IT A POST-PICTURE...VERY HARD TO GET TO OUR SPOT I SLIPPED MANY TIMES... THIS IS THE PICTURE TAKEN AFTER LONG MINUTES OF GETTING TO OUR SPOT...AND LOOK AT MY LEFT LEG...I'M SO BONEY

so this is our hotel room....

me and my mum hate japanese food...well not so to my mum...she just hate the soup that taste like kicap....i hate sushis...

I DEDICATE THIS VIDEO TO YOU..ITS TYRA SINGING HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG TO SOMEBODY...JUST IMAGINE ME AS TYRA AND YOU ARE THE PERSON TYRA IS LOOKING AT(WHICH IS NOT IN THE VIDEO)

Happy belated birthday elfira...sorry for the late wishes...i was in malaysia for like 2 days..and you weren't online when i came back home and i do not have your mobile number...

Elfira has lots of nicknames..fifi, elfie, elfra, elfiro, elferrari, elfairy, elfurry, well we did conteng these names on your fullscape paper cover...

elfira is also the QUEEN OF CAM WHORE -ITY i see no other girl that cam-whores herself as much as her..as in you..lovely unique personality..but i cannot pin-point the style that you are in now, reason being i am late in the fashion time...i'm stuck...

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I dedicate this song "at last" to aisyah...cause she has helped me so much...muhaimin too...thx you guys..in fact..this is the only song aisyah likes in my oldies list



this was in our hotel room we took timer and i took the matress this was early in the morning after sembahyang subuh we haven't mandi yet in front of us is the beach...









So this song is from the movie TRIPLET OF BELLEVILLE i just love the song...basically of its synchronization...its just like us 3...we individually picked our characters...i'm the tallest and i have the biggest nose and i hunch the most so i'm the one on the left of the 3 women standing...my sis is the middle one and that makes my bro the one on the right...

if you watched the advertisement on OKTO, they were dancing and singing...in this scene below...we were totally trying to dance the way they were...haha..clapping and i was dancing like an african if you were to listen the starting of the song...SO I POSTED THE VIDEO (ABOVE) FOR YOU TO SEE THE DANCING STEPS THAT WE STUPIDLY DID...THE 3 LADIES WERE ACTUALLY STARS FOR LIKE 20 YEARS AGO...NOW THEY ARE NON-EXISTENT











my sis took this pic...haha can see her forehead... OK so i woke up this morning..(3am) to secretly play the laptop.hehe..and aisyah gave me this text about this story that made her cry...so after playing my daily dosage of early laptop usage...i texted her back(3.41am)...so this was the whole text dialogue

Aisyah:(11.33pm) sry for late reply. they were soldiers. 1 got brain tumor....(and the storyline goes..)
hafiiz:(3.42am)[i commented on the story... ]
aisyah:(4.01am)are you using your laptop secretly again?haha
hafiiz:(4.01am)ya but i off. And i expect you to reply that message like at 12pm or later...
aisyah:(4.04am) my hp is on my fore headwhen i slept

THEN WE SLEPT

so today i had to go to the market buy some groceries...so at the last shop....i asked for tahu and the owner asked me...well maybe i should do another dialogue

owner:tak kerja hari ini?

me: sekolah?

owner: aah(as in ya)...tak sekolah hari ini?

me: tak...... sedang tunggu sekolah..saya baru dapat markah O level..(realise how baku my malay was?)

owner:pergi poly eh?

me: tak JC

owner:oh...bagus(i was smiling when he said that haha)..amek bidang ape?

me: huh? ( in my mind i was ....what the hell was bidang???)

owner: amek bidang ape?

me: umm arts

owner: oh kalau arts jangan main2 sangat.....nak jadi ape bila dah kerja

me: (in my mind...what is jornalist in malay???) nak jadi journalist

owner: oh yang keluar tv tu...baguslah tu...dalam suria eh?

me: taklah..melayu saya tak bagus nak pergi suria?(i realised that i was giving him an attitude of my own so i laughed...)

owner:oh oklah..blaja betul2....

me:ok

THEN I LEFT FOR HOME

so you know the story aisyah told me about in the text...(above)...omg it was so sad...why does the good person*winks to aisyah* has to die??? and the father has to kacau the part i was enjoying..well aisyah was enjoying....its kinda the mild climax...i watched it more than 2 times....its so touching....

so i also played msn games with ruiling...tic tac toe, reversi.....i lost in both games...well..i knew i would lose so i quit the game..hahaha rui ling was so angry cause she wants an official win...well..i am kinda a soreloser...

ok so me and my mum went to lavender to collect out passports....cause we are going to malaysia..on chinese new year....after that we went to ntuc to buy some groceries and we walked around to buy shoes for ourselves...the shoe i liked cost like $5o ....expensive for my mum to buy for me....well i would just have to wear my old shoes to malaysia..

aisyah asked me to model for her tee...some group..graphic..i dunno...but she asked me too...but i'm too scared about the whole thing.if my confidence were there i would have accepted the offer...well that's me...

ok so at my previous posts i did state that i went to cold storage with is literally the temperature if its name...COLD!!!....now i have a fever a bad nose block and a sore throat...i'm like wearing this stick on thing on my forehead...its freaking cold...

i cannot go to alex birthday party...my mum won't allow me...i need to stop here cause my fingers are painful...typing

I COULD BECOME THIS ONE DAY.....I WANT TO BECOME THIS IN THE FUTURE... So i found out that i can go to diploma in mass communications...but then i decided, after long hours of thinking i have decided that i would go to JC....then go to UNiversity and take degree in mass com........

wait....not finished yet...i need to choose between arts(basically humanities and economics) and science(you know what is in that)here is the problem....i want to go and become a journalist/reporter/news anchor...but i am good at science and math....so this is the negativity of being an all-rounded student...your interest will collide with your strengths.....and some more if i become a journalist i will not have time with my family...and my family needs me cause i am not the man of the house.....more over..the pay is not high, i have to support my family..

so i was thinking that maybe its time that i should give up in my dreams....but asyiqin told me not to give up in my dreams, jiajin did the same...and it enlightened me in a way that i want to pursue my dream career....

so this is my plan

• go to pioneer JC
• get into arts course....general paper, project work, malay(urgh), geography, economics, literature( i need help), and lastly my H1 subject i need to pick one from the science course...that is chemistry/ math but my aunt says that chemistry has more career options.but i am scared because you need to pass your H1...and i have the better possibility of passing math than science...but i think i can handle chem...
• go to university ntu is possible..get a degree...maybe go for bachelor...and become a journalist.....NS must go lah...

we went to mustafa centre but we are not allowed to use a camere but we secretly did it..haha TEA is the product here we went to this delicious indian food restaraunt...i ate tosai masalah..the product here is??? food duh



ok people i did not know i was bald....my sis told me that ever since my brother was born...he looked better bald than me...hence i got a fringe.... this was during hari raya haji....



look at my brother...aww so cute....and i did not have the nicest teeth back then..until now..cause i was more vainer..hehe..you see the fountain at the background??my dad made it..out of cement!!!



going to dahrul ihsan...me in my formal clothing... this was when we stayed overnight at our fav grandma's house and we had no clothed so my aunt gave us some of her clothes..